Currently: Fuming

Hating;  I don't know if you've noticed that I changed this from Loving to Hating but I did. I'm not in a good mood. I received an e-mail with "unsolicited" advice from a complete stranger who went down a checklist of sorts telling me everything I am doing wrong. Excuse me but who the fuck are you and what gives you any sort of right to point out anyone's flaws and judge them? You aren't my friend so your unsolicited advice isn't welcome, it's rude and offensive so here's my unsolicited advice to everyone - unless someone asks for your critic do yourself a favor and don't give your opinion. It will save you and your intended some grief. I've had to chalk it up to "there's always one person who isn't trying to be your friend and give you some advice, they are trying to tear you down. Take a deep breath and move on." Or in my case write a blog about it, promptly telling them to go fuck themselves and call it a day. In case you are wondering I didn't respond to the e-mail but I should have. I'm just ignoring them.

Reading;  I'm doing a lot of reading and researching on doing Craft Shows and selling soap. I have quite a bit to learn in that aspect but I've read 5 books in the last two weeks. More than I read all year last year. (BTW I still haven't gotten any farther into An Abundance of Katherine's by John Green even though it's by my bed and I made it a goal at the beginning of Dec to finish it by the end of the year. Oops!)

Watching; I'm getting ready to catch myself up on Monday and Tuesday nights TV shows before Criminal Minds comes on. w00t.

Anticipating;  Next Tuesday my mom and my grandma are going to Paula, CA on a girls bonding excursion and we're going to gamble. My grams has lots of luck in Casino's and every time I've ever won at a Casino it was with my Grams money. She have me $20 for my 21st birthday and for my birthday my mom took me to Vegas, which was something we had planned since the first time I went there when I was 18. I won $300. Then just before I left California Tracy, my mom, my grams and my gramps went to Vegas for my Gram & Gramps anniversary. My gramps quit when he lost $100, my grams did well, my mom lost the whole $200 she took and I didn't have money to gamble so my gram's gave me $20 and I won $100 on the first spin and $75 on my second. My gramps went bananas and was like "let's go play poker." I quit while I was ahead because even though I won $300 on my birthday I blew it on the machine literally right before the cashier (to my defense when I was looking for a machine I wanted that one but it was out of order. I thought because it was up and running again it was fate. Eh, maybe it was. Whatever).

Listening to; I am not really big on anything right now. Not a whole lot of new albums at the moment and I'm still listening to stuff from my road trip mixes.

Planning; I'm planning on re-designing my soap website. I think I'm going to bite the bullet and hire a legit designer to do my website and I am trying to decide on whether I want to stay with Big Cartel or if I want to move to Store Envy.

Working on; Perfecting my Soap recipe and as always my business plan. I've actually started writing it and it's coming along nicely. Before all this though I really REALLY need to look for a job. I am absolutely just not trying a hard as I need to. I keep making mental excuses but in reality I've just been lazy. That ends now. Literally. My resume has been fine tuned and while I'm watching TV tonight I'm going to send out resumes and hopefully schedule a few interviews for Friday or Monday.

Wishing; I wish I had a job already. I haven't been trying lately so I need to get on that as I've said.

What are you up to?